Since we moved into town, we are much closer to everything. With this came the realization that Logan could participate in band at the local middle school. We'd considered it last year, but it would have been too much of a time commitment since we were living in the country. He started a couple of weeks late, but has caught up and is enjoying it.
As we attempted to start our school year, things weren't going well, especially for Logan. He's been struggling with a lot of things (emotionally) for a long time and we've been praying to know how to help him. The answer for this year was unexpected; we needed to put Annie and Abby into school full time so that I could give Logan a lot of one on one time.
Annie was nervous and a little excited to go to school for the first time ever, and Abby was all excitement. I was all tears, but I knew it was the right decision for this year.
Abby loved her first two days of school, but after that the honeymoon was over. She was appalled to realize that she'd have to go every day. Ha ha! Aside from being sent to the office on her third day of school for hitting someone, she's doing fine, though. I'm really happy with the teacher she has. I miss having her home with me, but I've also realized that she is by far my loudest and most rambunctious child! Things are so quiet when she's at school!

Public school has been a huge adjustment for Annie (and me). Since I never assign busy work at home, she isn't used to doing worksheet after worksheet all day long. Plus she's really struggling with the environment in general. We've had an unbelievable amount of tears every day and hours of homework every night. So stressful! It's good for her to work on her time management skills, though. She's always struggled in that area and is famous for dragging her feet on her work at home. I think this year will allow her to develop some better habits.
The boys are doing amazing this school year. Since I'm just working with two of them, I've made some changes to our routine for this year. It's been so much easier to focus on their needs during school time and Logan has been making great progress with his emotional issues. My happy boy is re-emerging and it's incredible! I've missed that part of him so much.

With all of the changes to our school approach this year I kind of feel like the rug has been pulled out from under my feet. I know the changes are necessary and good, and that everyone will benefit from them in the long run, though. While I've always been aware of the differences between public school and homeschool, I'm actually grateful to be able to compare the two in this way. The last several years have been so hard for our family that there have been times that I've wondered if it would be easier or better to put the kids in school. There have been times that I didn't *want* to homeschool anymore and times when I questioned if we were really succeeding. This experience so far has boosted my confidence in our homeschool approach. It really is easier *for us* and the quality of academic learning in our home far surpasses what I'm seeing in the girls' school. (Again I'm talking *for us*. I firmly believe that there is not one *right* approach to school, that public school has many merits, and that education is a personal decision for every family based on needs, abilities, and desires. There are positives and negatives to every approach.) I'm grateful that the academic level is easy for Annie, though, since she is having such a hard time making herself do so much book work. It's also been good to see where we have some holes in our approach so that we can improve at home. On the flip side, having so many quiet hours at home with just four of the kids has been really wonderful for addressing their individual needs and our school time has really improved.